Heidi Draley McFall
These pastel portraits are rendered by hand; they are sourced
from my personal archive of 35mm photographs, which spans
fifteen years. They explore the vastness of the human condition,
and the emotions and interactions of people engaged in
specific moments. The dramatic chiaroscuro, fine grain, and
peculiarities of film segue harmoniously into the mark making
of my drawings—the chalky pastel marks mimic the grain of
film. Utilizing film photography as the starting point for my work
creates unpredictability of content and outcome. Happenstance,
strangeness, and suspense emerge. Thoughtful commune with
the subjects is necessary, and for my purposes, leads to pictures
of greater poignancy and emotional weight. Blending the unique
singularity of film with the complexity of the individual human
condition reveals the commonalities between the two. The
enigmatic qualities of film inherently mirror the unknowableness
of human existence that is represented in the drawn portraits.